Monday, September 5, 2016

Adoption Day...

My heart is beyond full! Jhon and Domenica met their adoptive parents this mroning and spent the day with them. It was the most perfect day and I'm so unbelievably grateful for the opportunity to be apart of such a beautiful occasion. I was helping train new volunteers in Alegria so I was able to help Jhon and Dome get ready to meet their parents. My mom had bought Jhon new church clothes that I decided to give him for his adoption. He wore a salmon colored church shirt with tie and black pants that actually fit him. Genaro's sister had sent some donations to my sister's house in the States when I was home so I could bring the to OSSO. In the donations was a beautiful red Christmas dress with a white furry shawl. I saved this for Dome to wear for her adoption. I decided to curl Dome's hair which turned out beautiful! I felt so honored to get the kids ready for their big day! They looked so beautiful! Jhon looked sharp in his new clothes and Dome was a beautiful little princess! Her mami had given her a new Barbie that also was wearing a red dress. It was perfect!

Suzanne and I had the kids in Dome's room while everyone entered Alegria. There was the Rosero's, Laura, Marica, Soraya, the parent's lawyer/social worker Christian, and their new parents, Luis and Nube. Luis and Nube were right in the middle of the room as Jhon and Dome walked out holding flowers for their mami y papi. They gave the biggest hugs and the look on Nube's face touched my heart that I started to tear up with tears of joy. I couldn't hold them back. My heart was filled with so much love and happiness for all of them. There was a mother and father who probably tried for years to concieve children but were not able to. Then there was two children who longed for a family, a mami y papi to love them. And just like that, they found one another. Luis and Nube live in Azogues which is the next town past Cuenca and have no other children. It was all so perfect! God is good and with many prayers, they were finally answered!

I went in to see the kids before HML and Jhon summoned me to come to his room from the window, "Kirstin Kirstin". I went to his room where he showed me the toys he got from the mall and told me about his day. Soraya was talking to him so I went in to visit with Ceci. All of sudden Jhon comes running in with a note, "Kirstin Kirstin!" He gives me his note and THE biggest hug! My heart sank with joy. I have spent one year with this boy. He has become part of my life. His hug was his goodbye and the ending of living in the orphanage. It's time for the next chapter in Jhon's life. I am so proud of that boy. Unbelievably proud! I am beyong happy for both Jhon and Domenica. They finally received the family they always deserved. God bless you Jhon and Domenica. Kirstin loves you very very much!

Te amo mucho!

**Jhon and Domenica are the ONLY Ecuadorians (besides the Rosero's) who have been able to pronounce Kirstin correctly. I will miss that!

I miss them already...

A Family is Made :)

Wednesday, July 27, 2016

Flying Home...

I'm once again on a plane on my way home. I'm surprising mom for her 60th birthday. It's going to be awesome! I've been horrible at writing and so much has happened. Carlitos went home with his grandparents and I just got word a couple days ago that Jhon and Dome have been assigned to a family! I am so happy for them! They could be gone before I get back which makes me sad but I will be so excited for them!

Once we landed in Atlanta, anxiety took over my body. I didn't like hearing English be spoken. The airport was busy with tons of people. The calmness and peace Cuenca would bring is gone. I don't want to be here. I went through customs and they want to know where you're going, what you're doing, what you bought, how much alcohol did you buy, etc. I know they were doing their job but I felt threatened to come back into my own country. Then the security... you may as well just get naked. It's all routine, I know, but I didn't like it. I like Ecuador where you keep your shoes on and can carry your own water bottle onto the plane.

I'm nervous about being home. So many people and the craziness that is everywhere you go. I'm nervous to drive again. What a luxury a taxi has been! I'm not ready for my nieces and nephews to fight. Our children rarely ever fight. Questions family will ask but they won't understand. I don't even know how to act with friends. What are we even suppose to talk about? They will have no idea nor will comprehend my lifestyle. I don't even want to try to explain it to them. I already miss the kids! I just don't like the way I'm feeling right now. Maybe coming home in between my service wasn't such a great idea. Ahh! I don't know! I'm just nervous and feeling anxious about being home and living a day without those kids. Will I even be leaving in January? I can only imagine how I'll be feeling then...

Thursday, June 9, 2016

Just a Little Update About Alegria...

Casa Alegria are all doing well. Cecilia still has good days and bad days. A couple weeks ago her breathing wasn't stellar. It sounded as if her lungs were filling up with fluid. As always, she bounced back! Her coloring doesn't look good but she's still able to pull a smile out every once in awhile!

Dayana is Miss Drama Mama. She cries when she doesn't get what she wants or just because. She has started running and still working on using her words. Usually her words are "ssss" or "kaaa". She does say "por favor" which is pretty adorable. I love seeing her little personality come out!

Bryan is doing great work with his walking. He now will hold onto the back of Orvi's chair and walk down the ramp and around the grounds. He isn't walking alone but he's getting there. We just need to get his little legs stronger. He has started to laugh more which is so funny. Especially when he accomplishes walking someplace or getting there by wheeling himself in the stroller. He is so proud of himself.

Jhon is a mischievous little 5 year old! The last couple nights I have been going up at night to read books to the kids. The other night I read 3 books but then the kids decided they wanted pillows and blankets. So there I was on the mat, holding Carlitos, and a book, with Cristian to my right and Jhon to my left, and Dome, Dayana, and Manuel at my feet. I read Dr. Seuss's book "The Sleep Book" twice before they would settle down. After reading books, Jhon went and got his hymn book. Great! Poor Carmita had to listen to my singing! Jhon's favorites are "Angels We Have Heard on High" and "Silent Night". It took a few rounds of songs before they would all be asleep. Jhon kept reaching for my hand which I couldn't refuse! It was a really precious moment to have shared with those kids!

While I was reading books with the kids, I grabbed Carlos from his crib so he could join us. The poor baby was burning up! Suzanne had come in and checked his temperature. It was 101 degrees! I started to put cold rags on his head to help cool him down. I stayed with him until his temperature had dropped at least a couple degrees. He was not comfortable in his bed at all so I just held him so he could sleep. I got really worried when his temp spiked up to 102 and there was no obvious signs of it dropping. About an hour after giving him medication and instructing Carmita to not bundle him up, he was able to sit comfortably and get some rest. Although he was not feeling well, I was happy to love him and care for him for a few hours. Carlitos is so precious and a joy to have here at OSSO.

Domenica is growing big. She has such a sweet and spunky personality. She loves doing crafts, puzzles, and playing any type of game. She is a huge help in Alegria by getting tables ready for mealtime, putting clothes in the basket, and doing anything you ask her to do. She can be a pill if she doesn't get a nap in but that's understandable. Also, Dome and Jhon are the only ones that can actually say my name correctly! It's so cute when they do!

Cristian is still good ole Cristian. Pure excitement and genuine enthusiasm. The kid can test my patience but his enthusiasm over the simplest things make me love this kid so much more. He loves being outside, playing in dirt, and beating to his own drum. He LOVES balloons, "BOMBAS!!!!" His reaction to things reminds me that it truly is the small things that count!

Manuel... that kid! He's been screeching lately and has been obsessed with doorknobs. Every door or cupboard he has to open and close it before slamming it shut. Usually it's when the tia is in with Ceci that he's playing with the door and then slams it shut, keeping the tia trapped in Ceci's room. Manuel just laughs. He still loves his music and clapping his hands!

Orvi has been sick this week with a high fever, just like Carlos. Orvi's laugh still makes my heart melt. Manuel has begun tickling Orvi's knees and feet making him laugh. Last week Manuel had pushed Orvi over in his chair onto the mat. Thank goodness for the mat! So now we have to keep a close eye when Manuel is tickling Orvi!

Jhon and Domenica are finally up for adoption and Carlos will soon be home with his grandparents. I love being able to share moments with these children because you never know the time you have left with them. Whether it's due to adoption, being reinserted with family, or death. I love my Casa Alegria ninos and the spirit they bring into my life!


Wednesday, May 25, 2016

Banos Trip #3...

This was my first time taking a group to Banos Ambato ALONE! There were a few minor hiccups but I'd say all went well. We did everything we needed to and all are alive. High-five!

I love this girl! Shanae Wilkinson is a great human being inside and out. So happy she was able to serve with OSSO and keep me sane during her stay! Love ya Shanaenard!

 
Marissa Stagg * Morgan Hymas * Nick & Jeremie Johnson * Shanae Wilkinson

 
Nicco having some GoPro fun!

Saturday, May 7, 2016

Continental Divide & Giron Waterfalls... Again

*The Continental Divide*



*Giron Waterfalls*
 
 
 
 
Me and Shanae Wilkinson
 
I love the countryside in Ecuador!!

 
Nick Johnson, Me, and Angie Head

 
 
 

 
 
 
 
The best trout of all time!
 
Taking over everyone's snapchat :)

Friday, May 6, 2016

Feliz Dia de la Madre

I decided to make lunch for all the workers for Mother's Day. We had chicken pillows, orange jello salad, green salad, and of course Ana Maria had to make rice for all of them! We had the tables draped with green and blue table clothes with bouquet of flowers. Katie made some awesome sugar cookies decorated with a yellow and white stripes glaze. They were so good! We were too busy cooking to even think about taking pictures! Afterwards I gave a little speech, Katie had to translate, and then gave each of them a little bouquet of flowers with cards the children had colored for them. The tias work so hard every single day that it's nice to be able to do something for them. So many of them have become my friends, sisters, and even mama's! They have a special place in my heart for sure! Thank you for being apart of my life and being so good to me, especially when I can't speak Spanish! Te quiero mucho!!

Just me in a taxi with a garbage bag full of flowers!
Flowers for all my madres Latinas!

Catalina * Gloria * Celina * Corina * Jenny * Clara * Patricia

Celia * Clarisa * Maribel
We were laughing at how "grande" I am, so I decided to sit down to make it better...

Nope! Still taller than them even sitting down!

The cute card Dayana colored!

The children passed these out to all the women. Cosme gave me mine!

"You are the hand holding me, the light lighting my path, the sun that warms my soul, and the star who watches me dream. Happy Day!" 

Monday, April 25, 2016

Heaven Gained an Angel...

Our sweet angel Blanca passed away in the hospital about 3am this morning. Blanca had surgery to remove her temporary feeding tube for a permanent tube last Tuesday in the afternoon. She was able to come back home Thursday night. Things went well and she just needed to heal. Saturday night Blanca ended up pulling out her feeding tube and was back in the hospital by lunch time Sunday. We are unsure of what caused her death. The doctor who performed the surgery would not sign the death certificate and stated he never performed surgery on Blanca. Luckily another doctor who was there signed the certificate. The police had taken the other doctor to the autopsy. We haven't heard what came of that because by this afternoon, Blanca was back at OSSO in a casket. They have her set up in Girasol with tall torch lights, flowers, and placed her in front of the big Jesus OSSO painting. It looks beautiful! It's small but so perfect! Blanca will truly be missed. She leaves a void in Casa Esperanza. She brought a special spirit to Casa E, one that will noticeably be missed. Blanca was quiet but feisty, grunting as your changed her shirt and biting her wrists when she was mad. She had the most beautiful smile with straight white teeth. Her eyes were amazing and her hair was long and full, and so soft! I was always jealous of her hair! She loved to spin in circles and swing on the tire swings. Her smile and laugh were infectious! She always wore cute pink converse. She had a tambourine tied to her wheelchair that she loved to hold onto and shake. Manuel also loved to take it from her hands and shake it. She sometimes liked it, other times... not so much! She was on a roll one day when music was playing. She was all about shaking her tambourine! She was having so much fun that I had accidentally called her Beyonce instead of Blanca. So, Beyonce it was! Whenever she got her tambourine going, Beyonce came out!




My sweet Blanquita, you will truly be missed. I will miss your beautiful spirit inside and out. I will miss your smile and laughter. You were always so happy in the mornings, which in return started my day that much more brighter. I love you Blanquita! I consider you one of my own. I feel so blessed to have been in your presence and to feel of your love. May God be with you until we meet again. Now, go run in fields of flowers and sing at the top of your lungs whilst shaking your tambourine!! I will see you again sweet child!! Love, Mama Kirst

* Tuesday, April 26, 2016 *




 
Rodrigo, Juan Diego, Jeremie and Nick Johnson

 
OLO workers walking to Blanca's grave site
 
 
 
Genaro and Celia
The grave site worker pushed a little too hard and dented the casket!

 
Blanca's mother and brother
They usually are able to visit Blanca every couple of years. OLO hasn't seen them in awhile but they appeared on our doorstep first thing Monday morning. The mother stated she woke up with a feeling that she needed to see her daughter. The news was broken that Blanca had passed away earlier that morning. Talk about a mother's instinct! They both spent the day in Blanca's room then in Girasol when Blanca arrived in the casket. It was so good to meet them and have them with us during such a hard time for everyone. 

 
Applying the cement
Juan Diego writing Blanca's name
 
Jenny and Blanca's family
Genaro saying some words about Blanca.
Rodrigo said the blessing over the site.


Rest in peace beautiful angel!